Do you know?
Do you know how much I already love you, how I look at your picture and long to hold you, long to kiss your sweet face and rub your fuzzy little head?
Do you know how I think of you in everything I do wondering what you are doing, if you are safe, how you are feeling, if someone is comforting you when you cry?
Do you know that God put you in my heart and I already love you as if you were growing in my tummy, how I hate the idea of you learning and doing all of your firsts without me,first smile,first tooth,first step,first word?
Do you know you have sisters and brothers that are waiting for you to come play with them, a daddy that is waiting to tickle your toes and kiss your forehead and teach you to play ball?
Do you know how many people are praying for you each day,you are special and loved?
Do you know how hard we are working to bring you home,that God loves you and will be with you no matter what and that he is bringing us to you?
Do you know?
written by Mommy for Josiah
Saturday, April 3, 2010
who will pick him up when he falls?
Today one of my little daycare boys who is 3 fell down and hit his head I went a scooped him up, held him,patted his back,told him it was ok, kissed his boo boo and held and rocked him until he felt better. the whole while thinking I wonder if anyone picks up Josiah when he falls, does anyone kiss away his boo boos, does anyone rub his little back and look into his little eyes and tell him it will be ok?it made me sad. I can only pray that there are loving people taking care of him and that he feels loved.until the day that I can be there to pick him up when he falls.
