Vahnya hasn't been wanting to go to sleep at night so the last two nights I have gone in and held his hand and sat next to his crib. All he wants is to know that I'm there. He just looks at me as he falls asleep.
Last night I did this and as he was looking at me looking into my eyes, I wonder what he was thinking.I was thinking first how blessed am I to get to be the mommy of such a sweet boy, look how cute he is, oh he must have been such a cute sweet infant, I wish I could have had him in my arms when he was first born. My thoughts went to his birth mother, what she must have felt to have to leave that hospital with out her baby in her arms go home and spend every day with out him. I wonder how often she thinks about him, My thoughts went to all the children just like Vahnya, just as sweet, just as cute, just as much of a joy and just as worthy that sit in cribs all day with no mommy to hold their hand while they fall asleep, and it made me sad.
a child like Andrey http://reecesrainbow.org/andrey-s-14
Achild like Ivan region 8
or a child likeVioletta http://reecesrainbow.org/violetta902
If everyone in the world could just know the love and joy that an orphaned child can bring into your your life I truly think there would be no orphans. This feeling that Vahnya gives is better then any drug you could ever take. Yes it is a process to get to this point but it just makes it all the more wonderful to know how hard you worked for it to happen. If Mike and I and our family could do it anyone can. We didn't have money to do this, we didn't know what we were doing, we learned as we went, we were blessed as we went. To think that if we would have at any point given up because we didn't think we could do it just breaks my heart. I can't even think of what our lives would be like with out THE JOY OF VAHNYA. To think about all the people who gave up before they even started because it looked too hard or it cost too much or they didn't think they had what it takes to do it, breaks my heart. So if you are feeling that tug on your heart on your sprit, that whisper in your ear, that feeling that you want to adopt then JUST DO IT! you will be blessed beyond anything you could ever dream up yourself!
Here are a few children that need you maybe one is yours take time to look into their sweet faces and let the Lord speak to your heart.If you don't see your child here go to Reeces rainbowReeces Rainbow and just start looking at all the pictures if your child is there you will find them.
http://reecesrainbow.org/kevin-15h
Hailey http://reecesrainbow.org/hailey-china
http://reecesrainbow.org/rachel-9ha
http://reecesrainbow.org/chloe-15h
Nicholas region 9
http://reecesrainbow.org/artem-t-azbv-14
Sophia region 26
Golden region 26
Alex region 26
Elizabeth region 26
Catherine region 23
Ariana region 23
http://reecesrainbow.org/alana-23
http://reecesrainbow.org/russell-2
http://reecesrainbow.org/nico-14g
http://reecesrainbow.org/lizzy-15h
http://reecesrainbow.org/annie14g
http://reecesrainbow.org/lorelei
http://reecesrainbow.org/patrick-15h
http://reecesrainbow.org/ralph-15h
http://reecesrainbow.org/kyle-14g
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